starfish cover by sarah leitten

About a year ago I started putting together an album of Bikini Kill covers, but it felt kind of weird/empty to release an album of Bikini Kill covers without contributing to the world somehow. So, I curated/edited a zine about Bikini Kill as both a band and a concept. Some amazingly awesome people contributed personal responses, memories, interviews, and instructions.

All proceeds from the zine will be donated to Chicago Abortion Fund.

I am incredibly grateful to everyone who contributed their time and energy and talents to make this zine: Isabella Aimone, Mariela Arzadun, Micaela Hester, Jess Hogan, Dustin Krcatovich, Missy Kulik, Sarah Leitten, Caroline Lucas, Rachel Masilamani, Liz Mason, Billy McCall, Celia C. Peréz, Lauren Redhead.

You can buy the zine, starfish, here.

If you’re curious about the cover album, you can check that out here.


reading watching listening

Tender – Sofia Samatar
Uproot: Travels in 21st-Century Music and Digital Culture – Jace Clayton
King-Cat 77 – John Porcellino
An Indigenous Peoples’ History of the United States – Roxanne Dunbar-Ortiz
Only Interested in Everything – Maura McDanel
Uncreative Writing – Kenneth Goldsmith
The Power Book – Jeanette Winterson
Lavinia – Ursula K. LeGuin
The Argonauts – Maggie Nelson
After Buddhism – Stephen Batchelor
Neveryon – Samuel Delaney
Wild Oats and Fireweeds – Ursula K. LeGuin
Red Power Rising: The National Indian Youth Council and the Origins of Native Activism – Bradley G. Shreve
The Opposite House: Poems – Claudia Emerson
Dialogues with Marcel Duchamp – Pierre Cabanne
The Unfinished World and Other Stories – Amber Sparks
Through the Woods – Emily Carroll
How to be Happy – Eleanor Davis
Laid Waste – Julia Gfrorer
Sam Zabel and the Magic Pen – Dylan Horrocks
Memoria de fuego II. Las caras y las máscaras – Eduardo Galeano
Re-collection: Art, New Media, and Social Memory – Jon Ippolito and Richard Rinehart
what is not yours is not yours – Helen Oyeyemi
The Hidden Life of Trees: What They Feel, How They Communicate—Discoveries From a Secret World – Peter Wohlleben

Chicago Red Stars
Swansea City AFC
Gimme Danger – Jim Jarmusch
X: The Unheard Music – W.T. Morgan
Blazing Saddles – Mel Brooks
Star Trek: Deep Space Nine
Danny Says – Brendan Toller
The Octopus Eats Its Own Leg – Takashi Murakami exhibition at the MCA Chicago
TV Party (documentary)
Werner Herzog Eats His Shoe
The Puppetoon Movie – George Pal
Onibaba – Kaneto Shindo
Aquabats Super Show

Halo – Juana Molina
Field Day – Aphex Twin
Dust – Laurel Halo
Rabbit Holes [andotherexits] – wrtch
F.L.O.W. (Future Leaders Of the World) – Fury
Peace Fam – Mykele Deville
Heathen – David Bowie
Reflection – Brian Eno
The Quantum Loonyverse – Cylob
Scraps and ShadowsJoe Mcphee and Chris Corsano
Never Forever – Monarch!
Dopesmoker – Sleep

three dreams

April 15, 2017.

Three dreams.

  1. In which I could play piano very well. Improvising ascending chords. Comping over melody.
  2. In which my partner was taken to an event where she was to speak on refugees and immigration. This talk was foisted upon her.
  3. In which I dreamt of the store. The basement of which was rearranged. I commented that each time I went down there it was cleaner and increasingly more organized.

    Upstairs the registers were run by staff unknown to me.



Probably not the best set for the elementary school kids ever, but quite possibly the most interesting? Maybe?

Halloween – The Misfits
Blood on his Lips – Scientist
‘Til the Following Night – Screaming Lord Sutch and the Savages
Groovy is My Name – Pizzicato Five
I Gotcha – Lupe Fiasco
1 Thing – Amerie
Hit the Quan – iLoveMemphis
The Robots – Kraftwerk
While the People S.L.E.E.P. – Ebony Bones
The Monster – Bobby Please
Ghost Rider – Suicide
Count Five or Six – Cornelius
Mediocrity Rules – Le Tigre
Turn da Beat Up – Big Freedia
I am a Gummy Bear – Gummibar
Jimmy – M.I.A.
Evil Plans of Planet Spectra – Man or Astro Man?
Free Room – Ravyn Lenae
Ya Ness – Mutamassik
El Amor es Rosa – Natalia y La Forquetina
Time Warp – Little Nell
We Will Rock You – Queen
Cha Cha Slide – Mr. C. The Slide Man
Thriller – Michael Jackson
Can’t Stop the Feeling – Justin Timberlake
Dancing Queen – ABBA
Watch Me (Whip / Nae Nae) – Silento
Ghostbusters – Ray Parker Jr.
The Night Begins to Shine – B.E.R.
Monster Mash – Bobby Pickett
Vogue – Madonna
Hit the Dab – MarQuis Trill
Move your Feet – Junior Senior
Soulja Boy Tellem – Soulja Boy
Raining Tacos – Parry Gripp
Juju on that Beat (TZ Anthem) – Zay Hilfigerrr & Zaylon McCall
Mi Gente – J. Balvin
Combination Pizza Hut and Taco Bell (Wallpaper Remix) – Das Racist
Do the Zombie – Mr. Baseman and the Symbols
Gedawo – Ayalew Mesfin & Black Lion Band
The Magic Clap – The Coup
Spell It Out – Sammus
90s Music – Kimbra
Ta fete – Stromae
Telephone – Lady Gaga
Soy Yo – Bomba Estereo
Disturbia – Rihanna
Intergalactic – Beastie Boys
Work 07 – DJ Rashad
I Wish – Skee-Lo
Tightrope – Janelle Monae
Groove is in the Heart – Deee-Lite
Ladies First – Queen Latifah / Monie Love


chicago summer

August 3, 2017.

Summer night. Cool for Chicago. Not humid. Dry and warm. At our friend’s fortieth birthday party. Their new apartment in a three flat in Lincoln Square. The rooms inside have become to hot. Too close. With people and trapped air.

Outside. On the back porch of the building. Wooden steps and landings. The air is much cooler. Open. Night is not yet total. A faint glow in the sky but dark here in the back yard beneath trees. The alley. Our son chases after distant lightning bugs. Here. Then there. Existing for a second in one place. Reappearing somewhere else.

An artist. A friend of our now forty year old friend. Is patient. Walks with our son in the grass. Pointing out the lightning bugs. How they move. Moving from the alley towards the grass along the fence then into the clump of trees inside the yard. They walk from spot to spot. Our son runs. Still a whirl of energy.

We linger by the stairs. In the light of the porch.

Three hippies smoke herbs on the landing above us. An assortment of floral herbs grown in their yards and planters.

It is nine pm.

dance party

June 7, 2017

As we eat dinner. He breaks out into uncontainable dance party. Now we’re gonna get funky funky funky! he yells. Then manically runs through half remembered segments of the Cha Cha SlideReverse reverse! Charlie Brown. Everybody clap your hands! Dancing from one corner of the front room to the other. Up on the couch. Up on the chair. Singing. And a non-stop run of words emanate from his mouth.

He breakdances. A few moves that he learned in his dance class at school. Drops to a pose. A peace sign with fingers. Lays on the floor and laughs. Then jumps up to begin again.

Early summer. Sunlight evening through windows. 95 degrees still. he in his Red Stars jersey from the game earlier. Us, we, his parents laugh from this unexpected turn of dinner events.